Saturday, July 26, 2014

How Kargil war helped me to overcome depression


While  I was in my final year of Engineering in 1999 - I had got operated for "aortic valve replacement". It was an open heart surgery which involved replacing my defective valve with mechanical valve.

Post surgery I came to know that apart from valve replacement - doctor's also had to perform emergency bypass due to some medical complications. This in turn also increased my medicines to be taken for  entire life :-(.

My mind was already going through emotions regarding why me for Aortic valve and now after knowing about the bypass - I was shattered internally.  
 
                "Defective Valve" -  Why me?. 
                "Bypass surgery " -  Why me?.

As I lay on hospital bed blaming my fate, some 2500 KM north of Mumbai, our brave soldiers were fighting fiercely &  sacrificing their lives for protecting the mother land. Yes - Kargil war had started !!.
 
I was reading / hearing countless stories of young soldiers who were getting martyred defending Bhaarat !.

Stories of how a young soldier who had just got engaged and was going to get married next year - doing the ultimate sacrifice, someone losing their father, someone their brother, husband etc all  started making a deep impact on me.

The vivid image of Captain Jayshree Gupta (who lost her husband "Major Vivek Gupta" )  saluting with all the pride but with sorrow in her eyes is still fresh in front me. (pic courtesy from internet)
 

 
I told myself - that I am alive and still have  good amount of life ahead of me. Just  think about all these brave soldiers who are  sacrificing  their lives without expecting anything in return and that too for strangers like me.

My mind asked me to "stop complaining" and start viewing life from positive perspective.
 
The popular song from 1986 Rajesh Khanna's movie  - "Duniya mein Kitna gam hai..mera gam kitna kam hai" summarizes it all !!!.

Watch this  90 seconds video as my tribute to our brave Indian soldiers.
 



I would like to express deep gratitude and thanks to all the  brave Soldiers (& their family members) who have given up the comforts of  life and are protecting the borders !!

Jai Hind !!!


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